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I’m going to be eating 250 calories for the next three days and then for the rest of the week down to 200 calories, maybe then I stop hating myself so much
Just did 200 jumping jacks before my shower 😊
my dash is really dead so reblog if you’re a few of the following!!
Starving will not change your body type
If you don’t have wide hips, it’ll be almost impossible to have a thigh gap.
If you’re bones are bigger, you’re going to look slightly bigger.
If your collar bones don’t stick out when you’re skinny, they might just not be made to stick out
Make your own body goals. Know your limitations and your body type. Don’t try to be someone else’s kind of skinny, be your own.
Anorexia is not
-skipping breakfast every now and then
-exercising twice a week
-drinking 5 glasses of water a day
-checking how many calories every now and then
Anorexia is
-exercising until you can’t breath and feel like you’re going to faint
-drinking so much water that you have to pee every 20 minutes
-obsessing over the calories
-your most recent google searches are all about calories
-constantly checking how many steps you took
-sucking in because duh
-your nails turn blue/purple when you’re cold
-you keep your shower cold to burn more calories
-underestimating how many calories you burned and overestimating the calories you ate
-knowing that rationally, this makes no sense, but not being able to listen to that voice
-hearing about all of the health risks of anorexia but wanting to be thin more
It’s actually a lot of things but this is still a good read
Anorexia but everytime someone says “if you think YOU’RE fat then how fat do you think I am?” It gets worse
you know what really fucks me up
that nowadays some consider themselves as anorexic if they want to loose weight, skip breakfast twice and look at thinspo. then they start a tumblr blog about their “weight loss journey as an anorexic”. THIS IS A FUCKING EATING DISORDER. ANOREXIA NERVOSA IS A FUCKING DISEASE THAT AFFLICTS YOUR BRAIN AND SLOWLY FUCKING KILLS YOU. there are people suffering, there are people dying because of this. it’s not even the slightest bit okay to play this shit down. it’s dangerous and toxic and if you consider yourself anorexic just because of the “lifestyle” and because “it sounds cool”, i have no respect left for you. getting affected by what you see on social media is easy. sliding into an eating disorder is easy. and once you’re in, it’s fucking hard to recover and some people are really struggling to get out alive. so no, it’s not cool if you say you’re anorexic if you’re not. you don’t know about it, you don’t talk about it. it’s that easy.
please, please don’t get me wrong. i don’t want to say anything against anyone who is seriously suffering from a eating disorder. i just get so mad when i see how extreme this shit is showed as less harmful than it actually is and (mostly young) people think it’s some kind of trend that will make them cool. because it’s not.
And most of them don’t know what it is to be so disgusted by your body that you can’t even look at it, feeling sick at the idea of someone looking at you and feeling like you’re dying, having this feeling of anxiety choking you up when you don’t know how many calories are in the smallest food that is given to you, lying to everyone because “it’s okay, I already ate” or “I’m going to eat later” when the only thing you will get in your mouth is ice cold water
Don’t call this a trend
Don’t romantize an illness
Wanna know what having anorexia is really like?
*sleeping as much as possible to keep yourself from binging
*drinking so much green tea or coffee on an empty stomach that your hands shake
*pushing on your stomach to stop the growling
*exercising until your legs feel weak
*peeing 40 times a day
*weighing yourself daily
*having to say no to foods you once loved
*hiding your illness from family/boyfriend/friends
*choking on giant vitamins
*wearing jackets in the summer because you’re always cold
*always being covered in bruises
*binging when you’re alone…
*…and then trying to puke or shit the guilt away
*staring at thinspo literally 24/7
*crying when the number on the scale just won’t move no matter how long you fast
*feeling guiltily proud of all your symptoms
This is not a joke
🥀ED Confession Blog🥀
Today my uncle whom I haven’t seen in a month asked me how I was getting so thin
Reasons Anorexia can go die
- I like tea with almond milk and honey
- I really like pizza
- Jelly donuts are feckin delicious
- I want to be alive
- I might want babies
- I love juice
- Chairs hurt my butt because of my bones
- I can’t lay in the bathtub because it hurts my spine
- Shivering in the middle of summer is not attractive
- I want to wear cute summer clothes
- Thicc thighs save lives
- I like having a butt
- My cats would be sad if I died
- My husband says I’m not allowed to take myself from him and i will die if I starve myself
- I want my wedding dress to fit not falloff
- I don’t want to feel dizzy when I walk down the block
- Food carts are 🤙🤙🤙
- I want to live a full life
- Being full feels nice
- I want to do yoga without head rushes
- I want to be happy
- I want to have sex and have it not hurt my pelvic bone
- I don’t want to worry about my weight all the time
- I get hangry as heck
- Not eating exacerbates my anxiety
- I’m mean and angry when I’m hungry
- I hate being cold
- I don’t want to look like I’m dying
- I want to be soft and warm
- I want my eyes to look bright andalive
- I want to cuddle and not worry about him seeing my tummy
- Being on top is fun and i don’t want to feel self-conscious
- I don’t want to hate myself it’s sad